Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
changing my idea a bit
So after one of my students taught me how to crochet I decided that it fits much better to my summative. I am learning a new skill much like my first year of teaching. There are holes that need patching. There are experiences that are woven throughout that will affect my teaching from here on out. I want to weave words, phrases, pictures, and objects after I'm am done creating the base. This is what i have so far. .. plus a little more, I have worked on it since this picture.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Proposal for Summative and Lineage update
I have been racking my brain and reading and rereading my posts. I have finally come up with something that I think might work, and would be something new for me to try out. I want to try out doing a mosaic with glass and mirror pieces on top of an altered background. I think that the fractured pieces will symbolize my thinking and discussions really well, because I tend to have a lot of smaller things to talk about that center around a single idea. I want to incorporate text of my own as well as from our readings, and others. I'm not sure if I will need a written narrative with it (Amy)? I think that what I am picturing in my head is going to cover all the elements. I do need suggestions of something smooth that will write on glass other than paint. I'm not sure what will work. I want this to be pretty good size, but I also want it to be an uncommon format, I'm thinking really tall and skinny or really wide and short, to show more of a journey. This is a very rough draft for my final, but I am happy to finally have an idea.
I will post my updated lineage as soon as I get back to school to get some supplies. I was not sure what I wanted to add until I got home this weekend, ant what I wanted to use is in my classroom! Will post soon.
I will post my updated lineage as soon as I get back to school to get some supplies. I was not sure what I wanted to add until I got home this weekend, ant what I wanted to use is in my classroom! Will post soon.
Monday, April 21, 2014
Video Reflection
Video Reflection 2
The lesson I decided to do was with my art 1 class as they
are starting a watercolor unit. (The class I recorded the first time is in the
middle of a project.) I will start out the lesson by demonstrating different
techniques. I will show them the usuals: wet on dry, wet on wet, graded wash,
Drop color on wet color, salt, pulling paint with cardboard, tape masking,
rubber cement masking. My reflections before watching the video are below.
Reflections (Before watching): I think the lesson went well.
It was a fairly simple lesson to start. I did forget a few of the techniques
until I looked at my practice page. A few of my students were a bit distracted
during the demo and I had to stop one time to quiet them down. The students
seemed to be really engaged once they started painting, but they generally are
when starting something new. The other art teacher came in. Quite a few
students got distracted once I have to look for something for her.
Reflections (During/after watching) – I think that I miss so
much when I am demonstrating. I have 24 students in my class (mostly freshmen)
and I have them gather around a 2 foot by 4-foot table. I notice in the video
that my squirrels that generally hang toward the back of the group where I cant
see them as well. They have 6 times that I counted that they are actually
watching me in a 10-minute period. It is ridiculous. Maybe having them stand or kneel right in
front next time might help. Also, I am
fairly hard to hear on the video, I do not know if it is because I am quiet or
if it because of the video quality. Also at the end I decided that I wanted
them to come up with their own technique, so I told them, and they seemed
apprehensive. Once they sat down I notice that there are a few that are not working
as well. I’m not sure if it is because they do not know what to do or if they
just do not want to work. I sat down at my desk for a while to let them get
started. It is fun seeing some of the faces they are making as they paint. They
loved the salt and the rubber cement it seems. One student in particular seems
to really enjoy it, I didn’t notice before, but she started a second sheet of
techniques. The other teacher came in and asked me a question. I had to go into
the closet and find something, some of my students stopped working, but more
students than I thought didn’t notice, and kept going. I am glad that I have
some that kept going. I stopped the
camera after that.
Other reflections: A couple days after the lesson, I am
looking at their practices of their large watercolor I think there is something
more I can do. I need to go over the fact that they do not have white. Also, I
think that it would benefit them to start on watercolor paper from the
beginning. It responds so differently, and they are having problems making it
look the way they want.
Sunday, April 13, 2014
Week 11 Responses
Reply to Adair:
It doesn't surprise me at all that most of them wanted to talk about outside improvements. Students are more alive outside and so much learning can take place without them knowing. I also really like how you took them for a walk around the school. That gives them the chance to look and think about more improvements they would make.
Reply to Slamme:
It doesn't surprise me at all that most of them wanted to talk about outside improvements. Students are more alive outside and so much learning can take place without them knowing. I also really like how you took them for a walk around the school. That gives them the chance to look and think about more improvements they would make.
Reply to Slamme:
You continue to amaze me. I am so intrigued by how you get these responses from your students. There are days that I cannot get my high schoolers to say one word unless it is about what fight happened over the weekend. My VTS skills are not as advance as yours, but I feel like your students really benefit from reading an image, and so could mine.
Friday, April 11, 2014
Responses to posts week 10 (A little late, sorry)
Response to Adair:
Adair, I really like this lesson. I think your students will really enjoy putting input and it will give insight into what they enjoy doing in school. I can't wait to hear how it turns out!
Adair, I really like this lesson. I think your students will really enjoy putting input and it will give insight into what they enjoy doing in school. I can't wait to hear how it turns out!
Results of Questioning
So, my lesson went amazingly!! They had so much insight. We started talking about war and huge things like that and got down to small local laws like noise ordinances and curfews. We discussed moral issues versus legal issues and my students were very vocal about making laws based on religious beliefs versus what is best for a country as a whole. It was fantastic. Some things that I would change after reflecting would be to find some crazy laws to bring up that local town have had in effect for years and are outdated. I also think that talking about and reflecting on their part would be to come up with stories as to why those laws needed to be created. It could make for some interesting writing!! We talked a very long time so I had more time to prepare for the next day. I printed off random black and white photographs and had them cut apart and glue together and add text to them, here are the results:
This was the one day project. They are going to be working on a longer "Public Message" piece after this.
This was the one day project. They are going to be working on a longer "Public Message" piece after this.
Monday, April 7, 2014
Why?
My lesson that I am going to be going over is my starting unit over protest/public message. I am going to stay with the same class that I did before because I feel like it is easier to track my progress and goals. I think that I change personalities throughout the day depending on the class so, I think this is the best way to go.
So WHY? Why am I doing a unit on public messages? It goes right along with the reading, question everything. One thing we will talk about is what is "right and wrong." I am going to borrow from slamme the subject of laws and whether because they are laws, does that make them right? We will talk about examples and hopefully explore some laws. Then I want to talk about current events. I also want to ask them why we need to be interested and involved in what is happening to the world around us. Finally, it is my plan to introduce Barbara Kruger and do some Kruger-inspired one day activities.
I ask myself, why do my students need to know about this? They need to know and experience their own voice. I want them to think about their own beliefs and discuss them without fear of being judged. They need to learn to appreciate other people's views as well as their own, even if hey disagree. They will run into this all of their lives. What is the "art" lesson (according to standards) that they are learning? I am going to be talking to them about making imagery and text work together.
Over all, I just want them to question their own beliefs, to sit down and think about them. Are their beliefs the same that they were 2 years ago? Are your beliefs YOUR OWN? Or are they someone else's that you regurgitate? Can you see the other side of your beliefs? Can you fluctuate in your beliefs? There are so many questions that I want to talk about with them, but I think this fits into what we read this past week.
So WHY? Why am I doing a unit on public messages? It goes right along with the reading, question everything. One thing we will talk about is what is "right and wrong." I am going to borrow from slamme the subject of laws and whether because they are laws, does that make them right? We will talk about examples and hopefully explore some laws. Then I want to talk about current events. I also want to ask them why we need to be interested and involved in what is happening to the world around us. Finally, it is my plan to introduce Barbara Kruger and do some Kruger-inspired one day activities.
I ask myself, why do my students need to know about this? They need to know and experience their own voice. I want them to think about their own beliefs and discuss them without fear of being judged. They need to learn to appreciate other people's views as well as their own, even if hey disagree. They will run into this all of their lives. What is the "art" lesson (according to standards) that they are learning? I am going to be talking to them about making imagery and text work together.
Over all, I just want them to question their own beliefs, to sit down and think about them. Are their beliefs the same that they were 2 years ago? Are your beliefs YOUR OWN? Or are they someone else's that you regurgitate? Can you see the other side of your beliefs? Can you fluctuate in your beliefs? There are so many questions that I want to talk about with them, but I think this fits into what we read this past week.
Thursday, March 13, 2014
Portrait Progress
My progress during my oh so eventful Parent teachers conferences 2 1/2 hours in... Watercolor and Graphite 18x24in. I like to think of myself in the classroom as a fly on the wall. I am there to keep an eye on things and go land where I am needed. I facilitate. I also think that a fl is a great representation of a high school teacher. Just like A fly's life is short, the time that I have with each of my students in the grand scheme of things is so short. I have to try get as much in as I can in this short period of time.
Pretty well finished with it. Added some white charcoal highlights to brighten portions of it. About 6 hrs in.
More to come as I get further!
Pretty well finished with it. Added some white charcoal highlights to brighten portions of it. About 6 hrs in.
Saturday, March 8, 2014
Responses week 7
Response to Spacetimecat:
I also like the solitude when I am working. However, my work always turns out better when I have the opinions of others to help it along the way, I am different depending on the environment that I am in, which sounds a lot like you. When I am at home my husband and daughter are generally out doing something or sleeping when I am working, but if I am in a class setting, I want everyone's take, good or bad. AND I hear you on the mascot thing. So many of my students want to take and easy route, and I remind them time and time again that I do not want 50 identical pieces of work in the end. I want to know it is yours before I read the name.
Response to Lamme:
I can relate to not working alongside my students, especially in my art 1 classes. When I start on something I get completely engaged in that, and that is not good when I am supposed to be helping them. However I do get the opportunity to work in my advanced classes. They love seeing how I work and seeing that I do work on my own pieces. I am lucky to have the chance to do that at school!
I also like the solitude when I am working. However, my work always turns out better when I have the opinions of others to help it along the way, I am different depending on the environment that I am in, which sounds a lot like you. When I am at home my husband and daughter are generally out doing something or sleeping when I am working, but if I am in a class setting, I want everyone's take, good or bad. AND I hear you on the mascot thing. So many of my students want to take and easy route, and I remind them time and time again that I do not want 50 identical pieces of work in the end. I want to know it is yours before I read the name.
Response to Lamme:
I can relate to not working alongside my students, especially in my art 1 classes. When I start on something I get completely engaged in that, and that is not good when I am supposed to be helping them. However I do get the opportunity to work in my advanced classes. They love seeing how I work and seeing that I do work on my own pieces. I am lucky to have the chance to do that at school!
Week 7: Gude Reflections
While reading Playing, Creativity, Possibility I noticed that I related to many of the situations that she described. Anxiety being a prevalent one. My art one class is really divided between those that really enjoy art and those that are just taking it for the credit. So often, I find those that are just taking art for the fine arts credit are so apprehensive about what they are doing and it seems like the have anxiety about being good at something in general. I encourage them to think for themselves and rarely do I answer the question, is this what you are looking for. I have anxiety about answering questions like that because I have been on both side of the coin. I want to have my own voice but I also want to make sure I get the grade that I want. I stress to them that as long as they are doing the work and putting thought into what they are producing they are going to get the A's that they want. They are so worried about pleasing me that they forget to create on their own.
One that I have a specific story for is Resistance. Oh my the resistance I see every day in a high school art room. Again mostly with art 1. Two days ago I was trying to get a discussion going about popular culture and about how images are thrown in their faces every day. I was trying to get examples from them about what is popular now. I was expecting technology, sports brands, clothing brands, etc.. I GOT NOTHING!! The stuff we are talking about is about them and their lives and what they encounter on a daily basis. I am sure there is a better way to go about this discussion, but I gave them some examples and then I got some examples that had to do with hunting and guns. A few of my students said that those examples were not right. I KNEW I HAD THEM!!! We then discussed how guns and hunting were popular culture and one student said well it may not pertain to everyone but it is what these particular boys see every day. They hunt regularly. Then I brought the subject of how guns are in the media right now and then we had a great discussion on gun control and then various other subjects like that. It was fantastic. I almost gave up to their resistance, but I didn't and it was a good thing that I didn't. They are thinking abou their projects a lot more deeply than projects beforehand.
I think that cultivating creativity is so important. I think that I sometimes fall into that rut of, ok, I need to see this many sketches my the end of the hour, just to keep them busy. I think that hinders their creativity, after reading these articles and reflecting in my head I may try other things. Like maybe instead of having them sketch right off the bat, I can have silent time. Where they just sit and think. No drawing, just thinking and creating possibilities in their heads, then they can sketch. Any suggestions on how that may work??
In many of my classes we utilize play. It is a monthly, sometime more, activity that I introduce something new to my art 3 and 4. Or I tell them to go into the closet and bring something out that they have never used before and play. We have jokingly deemed these days "play-dates" I know that I have turned the other art teacher at my school to doing this with her classes as well. We are planning, right before our painting unit in art one to have a play-date where the students get to try painting techniques on their own and just play. The students are so relaxes and in such good moods when they get to do things like these. I do not discourage in any way if the student wants to play with something not on those days, because they discover new materials to improve their work. It is amazing how play affects them.
Things that inhibit me would be my want to start and finish things in one sitting. Once I get into something I am in it, however schedules do get in the way of that as does the fact that I apparently do need sleep to be a functioning person of society. I have started to try to fight off the urge to say that I am finished with something because generally I come up with ways to improve it when I am watching my students work.
This is the second or third time that I have read Postmodern Principles and I still think that they are fantastic. I find, now that I am actually in a classroom teaching, that I relate to these differently than in the past. I now look at what my students are doing instead of my own work, and thinking about how they fit in. As I was grading pieces yesterday I found myself paying attention to the pieces and thinking about the principles that Gude describes are in all of them. My students are so in tune to the world around them. They use images that are so readily available all of the time. I think that says a lot about the times that we are living in. Imagery is all around us and it is up to us on how we sort it out. I like how at the end Gude states "I do not hope to see a generation of art education texts that merely add a few postmodern principles...to their lists of modernist elements and principles and then proceed to use them to structure and justify a curriculum." (p.13) I completely agree with this. You cannot just go part of the way and expect to get the most out of your students. They will reach this point hopefully at some point but, by explaining these principles you can help them along the way.
One that I have a specific story for is Resistance. Oh my the resistance I see every day in a high school art room. Again mostly with art 1. Two days ago I was trying to get a discussion going about popular culture and about how images are thrown in their faces every day. I was trying to get examples from them about what is popular now. I was expecting technology, sports brands, clothing brands, etc.. I GOT NOTHING!! The stuff we are talking about is about them and their lives and what they encounter on a daily basis. I am sure there is a better way to go about this discussion, but I gave them some examples and then I got some examples that had to do with hunting and guns. A few of my students said that those examples were not right. I KNEW I HAD THEM!!! We then discussed how guns and hunting were popular culture and one student said well it may not pertain to everyone but it is what these particular boys see every day. They hunt regularly. Then I brought the subject of how guns are in the media right now and then we had a great discussion on gun control and then various other subjects like that. It was fantastic. I almost gave up to their resistance, but I didn't and it was a good thing that I didn't. They are thinking abou their projects a lot more deeply than projects beforehand.
I think that cultivating creativity is so important. I think that I sometimes fall into that rut of, ok, I need to see this many sketches my the end of the hour, just to keep them busy. I think that hinders their creativity, after reading these articles and reflecting in my head I may try other things. Like maybe instead of having them sketch right off the bat, I can have silent time. Where they just sit and think. No drawing, just thinking and creating possibilities in their heads, then they can sketch. Any suggestions on how that may work??
In many of my classes we utilize play. It is a monthly, sometime more, activity that I introduce something new to my art 3 and 4. Or I tell them to go into the closet and bring something out that they have never used before and play. We have jokingly deemed these days "play-dates" I know that I have turned the other art teacher at my school to doing this with her classes as well. We are planning, right before our painting unit in art one to have a play-date where the students get to try painting techniques on their own and just play. The students are so relaxes and in such good moods when they get to do things like these. I do not discourage in any way if the student wants to play with something not on those days, because they discover new materials to improve their work. It is amazing how play affects them.
Things that inhibit me would be my want to start and finish things in one sitting. Once I get into something I am in it, however schedules do get in the way of that as does the fact that I apparently do need sleep to be a functioning person of society. I have started to try to fight off the urge to say that I am finished with something because generally I come up with ways to improve it when I am watching my students work.
This is the second or third time that I have read Postmodern Principles and I still think that they are fantastic. I find, now that I am actually in a classroom teaching, that I relate to these differently than in the past. I now look at what my students are doing instead of my own work, and thinking about how they fit in. As I was grading pieces yesterday I found myself paying attention to the pieces and thinking about the principles that Gude describes are in all of them. My students are so in tune to the world around them. They use images that are so readily available all of the time. I think that says a lot about the times that we are living in. Imagery is all around us and it is up to us on how we sort it out. I like how at the end Gude states "I do not hope to see a generation of art education texts that merely add a few postmodern principles...to their lists of modernist elements and principles and then proceed to use them to structure and justify a curriculum." (p.13) I completely agree with this. You cannot just go part of the way and expect to get the most out of your students. They will reach this point hopefully at some point but, by explaining these principles you can help them along the way.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
Self Video
Thoughts before watching: The lesson that I chose to record was one with my Art 3 and 4 classes. We are starting a unit on story telling where they will be choosing a piece of artwork by another artist and creating a piece that goes before the original and one that goes after the original I got my inspiration for the unit from this piece: http://imgur.com/Yc2Nh. I Decided to do an activity with them to ge their story-telling juices flowing. I picked 4 surrealist pieces and had them write a story for 2 1/2 minutes each. They could only read the the last paragraph of previous person's story then they had to continue the story. We came up with some pretty good stories. My reflections before watching are that it went pretty well. I was nervous about it because this class tends to like to complain about work at 8 am. But, they really got into it. One thing that I was not expecting is that one of my hispanic students, we will call her Gabby, getting really upset. She speaks english fairly well, however her writing is still a bit hard to read. One of my other students was reading her paragraph and made some comments about the piece of artwork she was writing about. My Gabby thought that this other student was making fun of her writing instead of the piece. I took Gabby out in the hallway where she started crying. I told her that the other student was making fun of the piece and not her writing and that if she needed another minute to collect herself she could take it. I went back into the room and continued the activity. Gabby did not participate anymore. After the activity was finished I told them a little about the project and then I read the stories out loud to them. Over all I think it went well.
After watching: After watching the video there are some things that I noticed. First, I think that I gave too much background info about the pieces prior to letting them write. I think that had I not said anything about them the stories would have been a little more creative. I also think I just cannot stand still in my class. I was circling them over and over. I think I was probably making them nervous. I would have been. Another thing that I noticed, is that Gabby was in my video, and she got upset way before I noticed. I feel awful that I didn't see that before I did. As much as I was circling you would think that I would have caught on. I also think I should have gotten a piece so that all of the students were writing all of the time. When the students didn't have anything to write on they became a little distracted. But the good thing that I noticed that matched what I reflected about before is that the majority of the students really enjoyed the activity and I think that it was a wonderful segway into the entire unit.
If I were one of my students I would have enjoyed this lesson/activity. I would have gotten bored with the times that I wasn't writing. I would have been self-conscious about starting out a story, I would have felt pressure to write something funny. However, once I got into it I would have really enjoyed it.
After watching: After watching the video there are some things that I noticed. First, I think that I gave too much background info about the pieces prior to letting them write. I think that had I not said anything about them the stories would have been a little more creative. I also think I just cannot stand still in my class. I was circling them over and over. I think I was probably making them nervous. I would have been. Another thing that I noticed, is that Gabby was in my video, and she got upset way before I noticed. I feel awful that I didn't see that before I did. As much as I was circling you would think that I would have caught on. I also think I should have gotten a piece so that all of the students were writing all of the time. When the students didn't have anything to write on they became a little distracted. But the good thing that I noticed that matched what I reflected about before is that the majority of the students really enjoyed the activity and I think that it was a wonderful segway into the entire unit.
If I were one of my students I would have enjoyed this lesson/activity. I would have gotten bored with the times that I wasn't writing. I would have been self-conscious about starting out a story, I would have felt pressure to write something funny. However, once I got into it I would have really enjoyed it.
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Week 5 - Traditions
After reading chapter 5 of reflective teaching and reading
about their takes on teaching traditions and reflecting on what kind of teacher
I am, I have not nailed it down. I, like Zeichner and Liston, believe that many
teachers, including myself, dip their toes into all of the different teaching
styles probably daily. Mainly in my classes I stress the importance of problem
solving. I make a point to tell them that there are many ways to do a given
project and that I invite innovation. I purposefully create lessons that are
not step by step, mostly because I hated those when I was in school. I want
them to learn to function without direct instruction. Now, I don’t just throw
them supplies and say go, I do give them introductory instruction and do
demonstrations, but many of my projects a interpretive. They are always made so
that the students can make it their own and we don’t just have 25 of the same
project hanging in the hall. We have so many students from all walks of life
and I can see the difference in them. Many of my students have a severe lacking
in self- motivation. They feel so entitled to everything and they don’t respect
much in the school as a whole, to the point that when I ask them to pick a
piece of trash up off the floor, they ask if they will get bonus points for it.
Most of these students that I have described are ones that were born here,
white, Hispanic, black, any color that is how many of them act. The students
that are self-motivated or have motivation outside of the school are my
students that were not born in he United States. They have discipline and
respect. I have been trying to figure this out and I have talked about this
many times on my blog, but it just baffles me. I ask my students, not to talk
openly about spirituality to the point that they are talking about their
beliefs on Sundays, but we talk about spirituality in the sense that we look
inside ourselves and figure out what we believe as a person and translate that
into art pieces. Sometimes it is about religion, but many times it is about
society, self-image, and things like that. I really do think that I go through
every tradition on a daily basis.
As far as chapter 6 goes I again don’t think a teacher can simply
fall into one category; job, profession, or vocation. I see it as all three.
Teaching is my job, I get paid to teach, I have rules and regulations to follow
and make sure my students follow, that is my job. It is my profession, I teach
so that my students think, really think about what they are doing. I take it
from just doing a job to taking everything that I have learned about content
and pass it to my students. It is my vocation because I daily try to inspire my
students to do their best. I try to tell my intro art students that all they
have to do is truly put forth their best effort, I encourage my advanced
students to create pieces that are meaningful and pieces that will prepare them
for their futures in art. So, I feel
like a broken record when I say that a teacher cannot just fall into one
category and reach every student.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Visual Metaphor
Alright, so this is what I have finished so far on my Visual Metaphor. I have thought a lot this week about how my classrooms affect what my students are learning and how I "structure" my room. I teach 3 levels of 2d art and 3 levels of 3d art at the school that I teach and I always find myself saying to my students and having discussions about making their art their own. Finding new ways to do something that we have practiced, discover a new material, use this tool in a different way. The first thought that I had for a visual metaphor for this was an untouched jungle. That thought hasn't left me so I went for it. I am trying to find a way to tie this into discovery. I like it so far because at first glance this piece looks a little ominous, but the more I look at it I see beauty, and that is how I feel like my students are when I ask them to delve into something new. They are questioning me, they are a little afraid to fail, but most of the time they find out how great it is to try something new to them. Any advice on how to put more of a "Classroom" spin on it would be appreciated. I think, like my students, I am afraid to do something that will ruin it!!
Friday, February 7, 2014
Reflective Teaching... Reflections...
Questions that caught me:
P. 4: “Do you think that teachers should play leadership
roles in curriculum development, program development, and school reform or just
stick to their work in the classroom?” A: I think that teachers need to be at
the forefront of development of curriculum, programs, and reform. If the
teacher is not investing in what they are teaching the students will not be
invested in learning the material.
P. 13. “As a student, could you discern these qualities in
your teachers? As a beginning or practicing teacher, can you see these
qualities in yourself or in your colleagues? A: My colleagues are on two
spectrums it seems like. Some of them are looking out for the students and only
the students. They spend all their time at school, after school, before school,
everything is school. Then there are the ones that are… seasoned… They seem to
be on autopilot, not improving on what they are doing and completely against
change even if it is for the students.
After reading and for many of the
paragraphs, re-reading Reflective Teaching: An Introduction I have to admit
that I feel that I need to work on my reflection. I have always thought of
myself as a very reflective person, however I think there are some things that
I can work on. But first, I want to go
over some of the notes that I wrote in my book.
One thing
that resonated with me throughout the reading is the fact that they kept
mentioning, “What goes on inside schools is greatly influenced by what occurs
outside of schools.” (x) This relates to all teaching situations and I can see
it so much at Marshall, where I teach. There is a very high population of
Hispanic students in Marshall. Many are immigrants from El Salvador and are
just learning English. Now you would think that this would set most of them
behind, and some of them do fall behind, but many of them in my art classes are
some of my best students. I am not sure if it is because of where/how they grew
up but they are deep thinkers and not afraid to express themselves
artistically. This is a stark difference from many of my white students. Again
I am not sure why this is, but I can only guess it is because of their environment
outside of school. They are pushed so hard to succeed with the opportunities
they are given, when many of them wouldn’t have gone to school past the 8th
grade.
This also
ties into social conditions. I remember when I transferred to Mizzou my junior
year I had to make up some hours during the summer. Since there were no schools
going on at that time I have to get my hours at a food bank in Columbia. I have
to say that I was so confused as to why I was there. After reading this, I
think it makes more sense. The time I spent at the food bank showed me people
from a different situation than I grew up with or was around. Seeing people
only being able to buy food that was just about to expire can open person’s
eyes. I see this a lot with my students. Some of them are working jobs to make
money so they can help pay bills. They have so much going on that it amazes me
most days that they can get through the day without exploding.
I also took
notes about the quote that “Not only do students walk into schools with
expectations and assumptions formed as a result of life experiences but so do
their teachers.”(xiv) I came into a situation where the former teacher did not
leave on good terms and she was a well-liked teacher by her students. I think
my students come into my classes assuming that I was going to, to use their
words, “suck”. But I also went into the school year assuming that all of my
students were going to have that expectation. However, as the year went on we
all learned that our expectation were wrong. Beliefs from my experiences of
having new teachers led me to believe that all of my students were going to be
like that.
The three
attitudes for reflective action are open-mindedness, responsibility, and wholeheartedness.
I think that I am rather open-minded, especially being a first year teacher.
Not only do I think that there are better ways to approach what I am doing, I
know there is. My mentor at school, who is the other art teacher at Marshall
has been my ally and the person I discuss what I am doing and why. With
responsibility I think I could be better. I don’t necessarily ask myself why
something is working and who it works for. I find myself asking myself why
things are not working. Wholeheartedness is one of my strengths. I think my
students pick up on how passionate about art I am and about their art I
am.
“When they make mistakes they are
not overly harsh toward themselves.” (13) <<< That is where I fall
very short!!
My curriculum was reworked by my
partner teacher and I this summer. When I looked over the curriculum that she
and the former teacher develop, it was not really a curriculum. The school
district does not keep an eye on the art departments in the district. This is a
good thing because it allows us expand and change our plans at any time, but it
is bad because, as I witnessed while looking at the plans from the years before
because it turned into a grouping of random projects that used almost no
cognitive skills. We improved it over the summer but it is not perfect by any
means. It was similar to my experiences in high school in the sense that in
advanced classes they were basically just expected to stay artistically busy.
- · One goal that I can see developing is not being so hard on myself. I tend to put a lot of blame on myself when things don’t go as planned. I think that I will start being more open-minded that not everything can be planned and not everything will wok out perfectly. I just want to keep trying new things.
- · Another goal is improving my reflection in my advanced 3d classes. I am not a ceramics person, I mean I enjoy it, but it is not what I a best at. I think that since I am not the best at it I tend to let it go, it is just easier to not think about it. It is an area that I can afford to be a little more critical.
- · After the past couple weeks, I want to give more effort to myself, and my education than what I have been. I want to give a larger percentage of time to my own learning.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Week 2 Responses
Response to Ashley
Your goal is one that I hadn't thought of. I teach at the high school level and I too am not very good at follow through with consequences. I am a very laid back teacher and I think my students know that. Recently I have been having to really pay attention to what I say to students as far as consequences go, and as much as I hate to, I have started following through if they aren't complying with the rules of the room. My building also has certain rules that I do not necessarily agree with and this semester I have been having to crack down on that as well. I think I may steal your goal!
Response to Adair:
Your goal is one that I hadn't thought of. I teach at the high school level and I too am not very good at follow through with consequences. I am a very laid back teacher and I think my students know that. Recently I have been having to really pay attention to what I say to students as far as consequences go, and as much as I hate to, I have started following through if they aren't complying with the rules of the room. My building also has certain rules that I do not necessarily agree with and this semester I have been having to crack down on that as well. I think I may steal your goal!
Response to Adair:
I think that you and I have something in common that we have that inner drive to be better. Many of my students love what I am doing with the art program and the teachers have come up to me and said what a difference they see in the students but I have trouble seeing it as much as they do I think. I am sure you are doing great and the fact that you are striving for better even when coworkers and students are doting on you makes you an incredible teacher.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Week 2 Parker, Palmer and Marzano
Reflections:
Parker and Palmer – Reading this article brought me right
back to many of my gen. ed. college classes. Lecturing for hours, no
discussion, 2 minutes left after class for the 50 questions we had in class. Then
those stupid flash cards… I have made so many flash cards, and while they
helped me pass my classes, I think many of the teachers “failed” me (not
literally) by making me completely uninterested to take any class in their
field again. Had the classes been engaging, it would have been something for me
to consider, but I guess it’s a good thing, I wouldn’t want to do anything
except art!!
One thing that struck chord with me is how, on page 39, the
article talks about the students finding security in the passive way of
teaching. That never occurred to me, but now thinking back, it is so true. It
is the way we (or at least the way I) learned. I knew how to “get through”
these classes; it felt normal. Not until I saw other teachers in action did I
know that other ways of teaching even existed.
Objectivism, bringing in your own experiences. The story
about Abba Felix was very interesting. I have had a couple teachers who have
been a lot like Abba. They encourage play, thought, individuality, and they
embrace the silence and value its thought provoking tendencies. I have made my
best work with these teachers and I try to mirror them in my own class with my
students. However, I am nowhere near their caliber. I get so passionate about
my students’ pieces when they are passionate because they have so many ideas
that can be made into wonderful pieces of art. The thing that gets into the way
of their ideas coming to life (and this happens to me as well) is themselves. Their
insecurity is so high, they are afraid of failure, they are afraid to show too
much too of themselves. In high school,
I believe that is the biggest thing is the insecurity they feel that holds them
back.
Marzano, Chapter 3 – To Say I was a bit overwhelmed while
reading Marzano is a bit of an understatement. “a teacher need a rubric for
each scale for each element. Scales for the forty-one elements are provided…”
(p. 37) This seemed a bit daunting when I started reading. After I read the
chapter and I was contemplating over the types of responses I employ in my
classroom I was a little bit surprised that I generally only use two types of
questioning and responses in my classroom. A lot of my time when students are
working on projects is spent discussing what they are doing. I don’t
necessarily go into a conversation looking for a particular answer, I am just
gauging their understanding. Elaborative interrogation is something that I use
a lot, I ask questions like “why did you choose that design?” or “How does that
connect to our content?” Many of my students have gotten used to me coming
around and can usually carry on a conversation about their work, but it took
some time. I also use many of the
retrieval questions in my intro classes because many of them are learning the
vocabulary for the first time. I ask them to use the vocabulary when they are
talking to me which causes them to have to think back to the games we played
for them to learn it in the first place.
I use many of the questions in the “Multiple types of questions”
section. Maybe I should try to bring some new practices into my classroom.
As far as rating myself went, I found that I was scoring
myself with mostly 3’s. Because I am a new teacher, I think that I do know
these strategies, but I have not had enough practice with them. I feel, after
reading this that, I am cheating some my students out of truly understanding
the content that I am trying to teach and I feel that I am not encouraging them
to think deep enough with what I teach in the classroom. Some of my students
pick up on things so quickly, and some get left behind. Especially in one
particular intro class where I have 5 out of 25 of my students in the special
education program. Most of them do not
have the ability to do a lot of the units as they were designed but they love
art so we let them do portions of the work but have to alter it greatly, I feel
like I am not teaching them anything. I think that after reading over these
chapters, I will be able to better reflect on how I teaching these kids and
hopefully improve their experiences.
That got a little off topic, but the main similarity I
noticed between the 12 characteristics and these ‘rubrics’ was the focus on the
students. It is all about the students. They are what we are there for.
Engaging the students, making relationship with students, communication with
students, are all parts of being a 21st century educator. We all
know these things, how come it is so hard to put it into practice sometimes?
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